loving you is like food to my soul

for me everyday is a mother's day, 
and/but since 2 years ago I always write something for her in this blog.....
...eventhou' today is 23rd. already. :))

I had no idea at first,
what should I write or what should I say.
(lalu buka-buka postingan sebelum-sebelumnya)

hmmm,
well, hello Mom.
I know you never read my blog, so you never knew that I always write something for you here.

actually, writing or do something for you is not that easy.
maybe the thing that I do/did look easy, but it's not.

I'm a crybaby.
since 2 years ago when I write something for you, I cried.
(and now I try not cry, and it's a hard thing to do)
(and now I cry)

instead of saying Happy Mother's Day to you, I love to write it in here.
share it in here.

in the beginning of this year, you asked me about graduation thingy,
and it's completely done, alhamdulillah.
thankyou for always supporting me when I'm not in a good mood for study(for the super final exam)
for always cracking some weird joke, for taking care of me when I sick.
for always be patience when I'm too fussy and can't stop talk about anything.
all those bad words that maybe sometimes have been said, I never mean it.
being a good mom for three children is not an easy job.
there's always a good reason why you have to be so fussy sometimes.

thankyou for always taking care of my hair since I was a kid.
it's a good and one of the happiest thing that you did the hair for my graduation :))
I know that I always can count on you.

thankyou for raising me, feed me, dress me and paid for my school tuition.
I'll find my way to make you happy.
I'll find my way to make you the happiest mom in this house in the world.
I'll find my way, with or without your help.

you know I love you, I always do.
thankyou for being the most beautiful mom.
(if someday you read this part, plis jangan gr)


xoxo,
Tannya Cantiqa ♥

flamenco, lambada~ but hip-hop is harder~~ we moonwalk the foxtrot~ then polka the salsa~~

here I go, after a months...................................................................................................

lots of dust here, eugh.

short recap!

hmm, last-mid-term-exam checked. mounts of assignments, checked. 

the-real-final-exam-for-last-term, checked!

and everything went well during Ramadhan month.

plus, finally little reunion with my high school mates! <3 div="">

I'd like to share some photos but this lazinesssssssss~~~~~~~ xD

well~~~

suddenly my mood is going up, up and up!

whyyyyy?

err, you know, the 90's generation-music-thingy-with-boyband-and-girlband.... :3

name of the groups? A1, Backstreet Boys, Blue, B'Witched, 5ive, Ultra, Westlife, Spice Girls!!

what-else?

it remind me of my childhood. elementary&junior high school times.

no wonder, why I keep smiling when I hear the songs.

:)

xoxo,

tannya, spice up your life! xD

busy bee, busy months.

....selalu saja terbengkalai :\

karena 2bulan terakhir bener-bener banyak tugas dan ngga ada setop....

...dan drop terus -________________-

mari recap yang mau dibahas disini. hmmmmm *bongkar-bongkar archive foto*

Maret 2013

...*blank* T_T

tanggal 11 maret, ceritanya diajakin kaka gue ke Gancit. dia mau nonton konser Adam Lambert. dan karena harga tiketnya pas gue lagi nabung buat yang lain, awal ceritanya gue ga nonton deh itu. tapi disuruh nemenin dia, ya lumajan rencananya mau dibayarin nonton xD *mental mahasiswa* eh terus kok tanggal 9-10nya jadi galau gara-gara banyak yang jual tiketnya.. dan murah. ngobrol-ngobrol sama Ibu, akhirnya dibayarin tiketnya.... tapi beli di calo yang ternyata menyebar luas di penjuru Gancit...... xD

tapi emang untungnya gue nonton itu konser Adam Lambert, karena banyak yang gue apal lagunya :3 dan... aksi panggungnya keren T_T manalah jaraknya deket banget ke panggung, super jelas liatnya dan ganteng banget ternyatah hahaha (tapi masih lebih ganteng aa Jared Leto) mostly sih yang nonton dandannya keren-keren yah karena ngefans banget, lah gue karena dadakan..... seadanya sajah :p

what I love most from the concert? Adam's costumes! pengen banget dibawa pulaaaaaang! >___<

hmmm..... terus sempet menang kuis harian dari Samsung Galaxycam, iyes, gue ngiler banget sama kameranya yang ganteng itu *droll* dengan hadiah hiburan dapet powerbank gratis gituuuu~~ eh terus bisa ikut lomba lagi tanggal 23 kemaren, hadiahnya... ya si ganteng Galaxycam ituh

too bad, I didn't win it :\ tapi ketemu temen baru dan dapet pengalaman baru (baca: dengan mengorbankan kuliah 3 mata kuliah xD) karena pertama kalinya jalan sendiri dan ketemu orang lain :3 ngga menang Galaxycam juga ngga apa-apa sih, sudah (lumayannnnn banget T_T) puas megang dan pake Galaxycamnya ituuu, makanya semakin kepengen karena tsakeeeeep :\ iyah udah telat banget sik kalo mau liat foto-foto yang gue ambil kaya apah~ coba boleh cek ke instagram.com/cantiqas :p :p 

terus~~~ tanggal 25 nya si pacar ulangtaun dong T_T, dengan indahnya badan ini ngedrop aja gitu abis pulang trip 23 seharian T_T jadi ngga bisa ngasih apa-apa hahaha, sampe akhirnya dia dateng kerumah buat ngajak makan siang bareng :3  biasanya 2 taun berturut-turut galau mau beli kue apa, tapi taun ini eskrim saja yahhh :3

dan! 

untuk pertama kalinya foto box sama sama Regy -_- mumpung gratisan abis beli tiket nonton di blitz sih, kan lumajan yah hihihihihi :3 :3 

April 2013

tugas, tugas, tugas, sakit, bed rest. T___T

cuaca campur aduk panas ujan angin dsb....

perjalanan jauh ke cakung naik motor pulang pergi itu menyiksa jugak, sampe akhirnya drop T_T

masalahnya gue kalo sakit itu maunya dirumah, kalo drop di kampus cakung kaya kemaren itu.. ngga lagi-lagi deh, nangis mulu bawaannya T_T

dan.. sekarang sih lagi UTS semester 8, semester akhir, insyaAllah, aamiiiiiiin!!! xD

dengan cuaca yang ujan panas ujan panas gini, badan gue apakabar? 

drop tentu saja :')

xoxo,

tannya, SEMESTER 8-AJA-AJA-FIGHTING!!! XD

culinary trip?

so, tomorrow is the new chapter for my last term (aamiiiiin!) :)

dan karena menuruti keinginan perut gue dan Regy, maka dalam dua hari (ngga berturut-turut) akhirnya pergi kencan sambil nyari masakan Korea yang masih tergolong murah meriah untuk mahasiswa/i :D

kenapa pengen masakan Korea? -.-

karena gue emang kepengen :9

dan karena Regy telah teracuni Running Man (dan menyusul drama korea lainnya pffffft)

yaaa, kalo katanya Dia mah "abis kayanya pedes semua, mengggiurkan. yuk!" :p

setelah googling tengah malem (yang mengakibatkan laper-_-), akhirnya ada 3 tempat yang cukup recommended. tapi Kita baru nyobain 2 dari 3 tempat :9

yang pertama di Ccozy&Friends, Gandaria City.

tempatnya sih nyaman dan suasananya asik. ya kalo yang suka banget sama Korea mah pasti betah, secara hiburannya channel Korea. sambil isi perut, sambil cuci mata~~ bhahahahak ♥_♥

yang Kita pesen disini: ddeokboki original, ddeokboki bulgogi, squid bibimbap, cold ocha.

                                         

                                          *muka-muka bahagia karena ngga sabar makan*

                                                

                       ini ddeokboki original, yang ddeokboki bulgogi lupa difoto keburu diabisin Regy~~

                                        

                                                                   squid bibimbap, nom!

                                                  

                                                                    cold ocha, my fav!

ddeokboki originalnya enaaaaaak, tapi yang bulgogi juga enaaak banget. karena ngga terlalu manis untuk bumbu bulgoginya :9 squid bibimbapnya juga enak! yang mengenyangkan banget-nget-nget-lah yah 3 porsi dimakan untuk 2 binatang orang :)))

laluuuu~

capcusss ke tempat selanjutnya: Mr. Park, Food Louver Grand Indonesia.

karena googling sana - sini bilang kalo Mr. park yang cukup recommended itu Family Set-nya. maka tanpa basa-basi Regy (bukan gue) langsung milih menu: Family Special Set. yang sebenernya ada pilihan Family Set A & Family Set B. 

pas pertama gue liat tempatnya... 'gede juga yah' terus pas saladnya ditaro langsung komentar ke Regy: 'banyak amaaaaaaaat' dan karena sistemnya self-service, jadi nunggu dulu beberapa menit makanannya dianter ke kita. 

jangan lupa, si mbaknya pun pake nanya "piringnya untuk berapa orang?"

dan gue langsung bilang dengan jujur "dua, mbak."

setelah makanan datang & cari spot asik untuk makan & foto-foto (pffff~~~) akhirnya Regy berkomentar "salah pesen kayanya" hahahahahaha!

well~ overall sih, makanannya enak. nasi goreng tanpa kecapnya enaaaaak, cocok buat temen makannya chicken katsu, iga sapi, mi goreng dan ayam goreng bumbu. kayanya sih kalo gue ngga salah kira-kira, ayam goreng bumbunya itu mirip sama pasta cabe yang buat ddeokboki. hehe. jadi enaaaaaak banget. hampir semuanya kira-kira banyakan gue yang makan. hahahaha! karena Regy sebelumnya udah makan siang, sementara gue belum makan apa-apa hahaha. jadi cocok buat yang belum makan dari pagi.

meskipun di tengah-tengah suapan gue sempet komentar "harusnya tadi kita bilangnya buat 4 orang piringnya. jadi ngga malu diliatin orang-orang" :))))

                                    

                     diliatin Regy gara-gara mukanya semakin bulet abis makan banyak ( ._.)

muka tembok banget lah xD

dan yang paling penting, setelah makan banyak adalah: muter kelilingin Gancit/GI. biar pas di jalan pulang ngga ngerasa begah karena kelamaan duduk. yaaa, taulah trafficnya Jakarta kaya apa :))

lalu... apa tempat terakhir yang belum Kita coba (dan banyak direkomendasikan oleh google)?

Han Gang Restaurant. cukup banyak dan gampang ditemuin dimana-mana kok. di GI aja ada,  hehe.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

sudahlah, bahas makanan malem-malem jadi mouth watering *_*

xoxo,

tannya, Regy's partner in crime for foods. <3>

my little brother.

hm. time flies, again.

February, 26th-2k13.

Happy Birthday My Super Bro, you're 17th---finally!

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beneran ngga berasa tiba-tiba adek gue udah 17taun ajah.. sampe akhirnya tadi asik bbm sama pacar:

gue: adek udah 17taun aja -_-

pac: ya bagus -_-

gue: cepet banget 

pac: -_-

gue: ._.

pac: cepet banget waktu

gue: ( ._.)

pac: ntar tiba2 kita udah nikah aja

gue: ( ._.)

........ya ngga gitu sih maksutnya hahahahah :)))

ya cepet banget aja. kaya baru kemaren adek gue lahir loh. terus gue main, nemenin dia belajar jalan (meskipun gue juga masih 4 taun tapi kan gue kaka yang baikkk :p) ngedengerin dia dikit-dikit nangis, ngadu ke nyokap, dimarahin, bandel, galak, manja........ sampe akhirnya gue ngeliat dia pake seragam putih abu-abu :(

sentimentil banget sik gue? hahahaha :)))

sentimental /sen·ti·men·tal/ /séntiméntal/ a 1 mengenai sentimen; dipengaruhi oleh rasa sentimen; bersifat menyentuh perasaan: lagu yg --; 2 mudah terpengaruh oleh perasaan; sangat perasa: kaum wanita banyak yg mempunyai sifat -- (kbbi.web.id)

dulu waktu dia sd kalo main sama gue main ala-ala smackdown di kasur... sampe nyokap bilang:

"tinggal nunggu ada yang nangis aja nih."

pffft :))

terus waktu smp, susaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah banget dibilangin & nurut sama gue T_T ngga ada takut-takutnya ( ._.)/|

dan akhirnya masuk sma~~~ taun lalu pas dia naik kelas dari kelas 1 ke kelas 2.. sempet diribetin gitu deh sama pihak sekolahnya mau masuk IPA doang, terus gue ngobrol-ngobrol iseng sama dia, sampe akhirnya dia ngomong:

"gue tuh cuma pengen jadi Pilot. kalo ngga jadi Pilot, gue ngga tau mau jadi apalagi."

ouch. antara seneng karena cita-citanya jelas banget, sama sedih bahagia.. karena ngikutin kerjaan bokap..

ya terus sekarang dia lagi di Bandung aja gitu dong, ada lomba karya ilmiah apa gitu~kalo ngga salah. pinter bener hahahaha :))) *malu* 

sebagai kakak yang baik, gue sama dia semalem baru masuk kamar jam setengah 2 kan, udah niat baik banget mau ngucapin selamat ulangtahun langsung gitu ngga pake lewat sms... etapi malah lupak! T_T baru inget pas gue udah di kasur -__- dan karena gue yakin besok pas gue bangun dia udah ngga dirumah, jadilah gue sms aja ujung-ujungnya:

"hae cowo, met ulangtahun yak. jangan keseringan pulang malem, ntar pada lupa kalo ada anak laki dirumah (`_´)-σ jangan kebanyakan roko juga cuy, ntar ketauan kaya tadi loh xD semoga cepet dewasa, jangan ngeselin, sekolah yang bener, jangan bikin mamapapa esmosi kalo lu bandel ah, berisik -_-

♥ ♥ ♥"

dan langsung dibales sama dia dengan:

"iyaa siiipp mbak...

gw mah sekolah bener, sekolahnya aja yang ga bener.

hahahahahaha"

that's kinda sweet sih hahahaha :)))

ya biasanya sms dia cuma nyuruh pulang doang :p

xoxo,

tannya, your 'Sodara Kandung 2' ☺

p.s: kenapa Sodara Kandung 2? soalnya nama contact gue di hpnya dia kaya begitu :)))

crash, crash, burn.

soooooooooooooooooooooo, today is the end of January?
nothing good happened actually.
getting closer and closer to the last term.
:)
:(



xoxo,
tannya, bismillah February!

we can pray for sunny weather, but that won't stop the rain~

~you're feeling like you've got no place to run,
I can be your shelter 'til it's done,
we can make this last forever,
so, please don't stop the rain.
~let it fall, let it fall~

well, 2013 already?
such a silly question. it's 12th already, bitch-_-

Happy New Year! :P
as a recap from the very 1st of January 'til today...
welcoming a heavy rain season. and the windy, too.

celebrate the New Year's? yes. with Regy and his high school bestf ♥
we hugged each other in the middle of rain, fireworks and people. ♥
and then... back to the routines. college. -_-

on 7th, was my birthday. 
and yes, thankyou for anyone who wishes through bbm/text/line/path/twitter/facebook :D
I'm 21 now, and insyaAllah will be a better person than before, aamiin :) 
and since there are some peops that I thought they're my best one, but sadly......... 
err, I don't think I need to put it in here.

ok, next!
anyway, I celebrate my birthday with a simple moment yet so fun and I felt so grateful.
bring some cakes to class, share it with my lovely classmates from 7th - 9th x)))

and the last one, my last term is coming up in a few months. 
at the end of this month there's a final 7th term exam.
I don't think I'm ready to move on... to the next term.
sshhh... am I that old? 2013? well, hello! 
and hello to y'all 2009! this should be our final year!
I know it's kinda hard. esp, with the system from college. ( ._.)



p.s: still waiting for the new year's photos :P

xoxo,
tannya, Hello January and other months in 2013..... Fighting!

why you always flew and gone too fast, dear times?

why?
it's December 2012 already.
the end of the year is getting closer.
and my mom already asked about the graduation-thingy.
(it's next year mom, insyaAllah)

actually, I kinda miss my childhood.
when I don't need to do any kind of homeworks, exams
when I don't need to feel the heartbreak-thing.
and all I can do just play, eat, sleep, play, laugh, play, eat, and so on..

geez
I'm a 20 y/o lady and stuck in front of my notebook now.
to be honest, I feel bored. not almost everyday I spent my time with my notebook yah, I just feel bored y'know.
with life. with the circle of it.
with any kind that related to life.

I need something new, but what?
online shop? checked.
love life? it goes well, alhamdulillah.
gaaaah!

and I don't think I need to make any kind of new resolution for next year.
just let it be a secret between me and Allah.

anyway, dear time..
would you please be kind and not to walk so fast next year?
I'd like to enjoy the second of it, you know, the end of the doomsday is nearer.
(no I don't know when it'll happen, but the doomsday is getting closer right?there's no way they're getting far away)

and I hope everything will be good 'til the end of this year.


xoxo,
tannya, if 2012'll be end soon-that means I'm gonna meet my last semester....wait..what?? :O

it's been 2 months and i dislike the new interface from blogger :|

well, hi?

blogger macam apakah saya, lagi-lagi meninggalkan blog tanpa pesan hiatus atau apapun :|

alhamdulillah, sudah lulus sidang PI :')

tapi masih tetep galau akademis, apakah ikut nonskripsi apa skripsi?

semester 7 buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuung! 

*shit i'm that old?*

damn, times flew fast, again and again.

2012 tahun kejutan sekali.

siapa yang nyangka kalo gue yang ngga serius kuliah, nilai pas-pas-an, dan bahkan sempet pesimis sama PI.. malah bisa selesai tepat waktu? dan gue masih bangga sama diri gue sendiri, pertama kalinya dalam sejarah perkuliahan gue, dalam satu semester ngga ada nilai C -.-

hmm, okay,

sadly but truth, many things that i would love to share here. 

pengen diceritain lewat foto-foto, kebanyakan. ntar jadi berat.

pengen dibikin vidio, eh ngga bisa playernya -.-

ah, yang suka belanja cincin-kalung boleh loh cek instagram: garderobe_ atau twitternya @garderobe_ID :P yang mau custom kaos juga coming soon, masih dalam tahap diurus semuanya biar cihuy :3

insyaAllah blognya sering diupdate! *bersihin sarang laba-laba di pojokan blog*

xoxo,

tannya, shoo-shoo pathetic people! 

8 days to go and i miss my blog, also hate the backache cause of all the busy things.

HA!
akhirnya!
bukannya dari postingan yang terakhir sampe hari ini ngga ketemu internet sih.
ketemu banget. bahkan bolak-balik mampir ke blog sendiri.
pengen ngeblog lagi tapi rasanya berdosa sekali. kalau belum kelar acc PI dan daftar sidang :)


jadi..pada akhirnya setelah kurang lebih 4-5 bulan ngerjain aplikasi android, penulisan, bimbingan dan bolak-balik ke depok, tanggal 13 agustus nanti saya sidang! :)
belum mau lulus kok. PI/Penulisan Ilmiah ini nantinya setara dengan sarjana muda/D3.


setelah sekian hari digantungin dosen pembimbing sampe sibuk benerin nilai :|
setelah bolak-balik sakit punggung -_-
akhirnya dapet acc dan daftar sidang dan nonton TDKR.......
telat abis, i know

anak gue :')

anyway, how's your fasting peops? ;)




xoxo,
tannya, see you after august13th!

thweeeeeee daysssss with clouds, skies and sunset :P

hehehehehehe blame on this procrastinating in me

Day 27: A Photo Using The Sun As Your Lighting

Day 28: A Photo That Incorporates Motion

which one

Day 29: A Photo With Clouds

                






xoxo,
tannya, 1 day to go! :D

Day 12: A Photo Experimenting With Bokeh

hi!
it's quite funny, 'cause i never took a photo with bokeh in it.
cause i know it's not an easy thing for me to do and also,
i dont have any qualified camera to produce it. :3
so, since i've to continue this challenge (hehe) and the only photo i found just my page's background ( -_-) is that, ok? cause i made it, not taken it haha--- by that, hope the challenge for today is accomplish, yay! :P

anyway, i'm kinda happy cause my final project's almost done. it means, one step closer to reach the holiday next term and meet up with new hectic things. actually, i'm not ready, but as time goes by, that-not-ready-feeling never appear in my mind. just, take it slow. like john legend said.

xoxo,

Tannya, hap-hap-hap-so-long-procratsinating-for-a-while! 

9th! 10th! 11th!

Day 9: A Photo of Something From A Distance.

Day 10: A Photo of Whatever You Please

Day 11: A Black&White Photo

just finished 85% of my final assignments for this term! :D

anyway, a photo from a distance---i took that photo 4 years ago, the street not to crowd, the sky was so bright and the cloud's pretty <3 and i just bought 2 new watches hehe, and a comment from my R "umur 20, kelakuan bocah" urfff--- my black and white photo today is Jared Leto from 30STM! <3 <3 <3

xoxo,

Tannya, I'm trying not to procrastinating again! :)

Day 8: A Photo of Something Close Up

dedicated to R. hahahaha!

semoga orangnya ngga baca yaAllah :3

xoxo,

tannya, love you, R. :)

Day 7: A Silhouette Photo

this is one of my silhouette photo.

sebenernya sih ngga yakin, karena kurang gelap hahahaha :3

terus kenapa kesannya kok sok emo atau gimana gitu?

soalnya emang pas lagi...... galau, huft hahahaha :P

xoxo,

tannya, 23 days to go!

Day 3, Day 4, Day 5, Day 6.

okay.... too busy to meet up with this blog again :|

Day 3: A Photo of Your Favorite Place To Be

Day 4: A Photo From A High Angle

Day 5: A Photo of Whatever You Please

Day 6: A Photo From a Low Angle

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blame on all the assignments and the procrastination thing! hehehe :3

so, my favorite place's my bedroom. karena ngga tega foto isi kamar yang super kaya kapal pecah maka....pintu kamarnya aja yaawh ;____; high angle? that's one of my collection from @bigmagz photoshoot 2 years ago--- whatever you please.... ini tuh maksutnya foto bebas kan yah? sotoy jadi si dinosaurus ini dapet dari hadiah beli paket makanan anak-anak di salah satu restoran hehe <3 kalo kata @regyregoy 'inget umur' ( -__-) low angle? itu udah termasuk low angle belum sih? hehe :3 actors and dancers from The LXD.

xoxo,

tannya, hehe :3